my brother asked me, “do you get anything for turning 19? like does anything happen to you?”

and i said yeah. life. college. loans. money. jobs. homework. stress. responsibilities. mistakes. heartache. 

and the same for when you turn 20, but more of them. 

I can’t wait until my junior year of college.

Then I can move in with (hopefully) some classy, artistic, organized girls who are willing to blast Regina Spektor and Lily Allen in our apartment and paint our rooms all cool and stuff. I’d be a happy girl :) 

I just want to let you all know that this summer I’ve been invited to a formal dance party, So I tried on a clearance prom dress at work today since it’s my day off, which was followed by being fawned over by my manager, two leaders on duty, and random passerbys. I am in a GOOD mood today :) 

Ohp I have 3 Tumblr tabs open … how did that happen?!
It’s time for me now.

I’ve been somebody’s girlfriend for five years now, and I’m ready to grow into myself and just let myself be. I’m taking a breath, I’m letting go. I’m starting anew. 

" I suppose in the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go, but what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye "
Ladies and Gentleman? My very first Tumblr post. February 3rd, 2010

http://maidenmel.tumblr.com/post/369417704/flaws

So I realize I’ve had this Tumblr for about 3-4 years now …

That’s a LOT of life documented.

And since I’m thinking about it I just want to thank all of my lovely followers, new and old, for following me in my journey of life through text post and image, as well as gifs and photos of the things I love!

That is all!! :)

LOVE YOUU

Here’s that post I promised I would make :)

So this past Thursday, Friday and Saturday I went on a trip to Chicago with my Interior Design Major. We visited a couple firms, the IIDA (International Interior Design Association) headquarters, and quite a few exhibits/showrooms. Not to mention the Frank Lloyd Wright Home and Studio! Every day was jam packed full (with a couple hours each day for free time, aka shopping!) 

But the day we went to the IIDA Headquarters was the best day of the three for me personally. And visiting there first thing in the morning was the best way TO start off the morning. The woman who spoke to us was energetic and very easy to listen to. At the end she asked a couple questions and the people who answered them got free stuff! Her last question was, “Of the people who said they had blogs, who’s going to go home after this trip and blog about their IIDA experience?” of course my hand shot up, and I got this amazing black pleather bag!! GAH :) 

I may do another more detailed post in the future, but for now, that’s what I got! :D 

You guys I’m so excited!

It’s not that I don’t like my current roommate it’s just that now I have this best friend and she doesn’t like her roommate and really wants to be my roommate and my currently roommate is okay with that so basically I’m going to go room with my best friend. 

SHO EXCHITED!!!!! 

Have you ever looked back at your old text posts and thought wow, I used to be so damn clever.

And now you’re nothing but a blog of leftover time that life hasn’t taken from you. 

*sighs* I miss all my friends on here .. 

SHOUTOUT TO YOU ALL <3 <3

Would like to let her followers know ..

That she did not die. She is merely having a busy summer being Dorothy!!
It’s too bad you all couldn’t come watch the show, that would make my life.

Such are the woes ..

Anyway I went to registration yesterday and was asked for height and weight information for my cap and gown (they need my weight why?) and it made me realize .. that I’m a senior! Gosh it’s weird. But I’m so ready folks, so ready. Get. Me. Outta. Here.

Oh, and since school will be coming in about 2 and a half weeks, I remembered that means I’ll have more inclination to be on the computer, thus Tumblr ..

Hooray for no lives!
<3